Because I Love HimIn all of the madness stood two addicts: one severely addicted to alcohol and drugs, and the other just as addicted to the addict In my sickness the sickness of this toxic love addiction his threats were the only words I wanted and needed to hear. Because I Love Him by Ashlee Donohue is a memoir that offers a privileged insight into strong family ties, the intricacies of relationships, and the unspoken expectations within urban Aboriginal communities.